Wednesday, July 6, 2011

Lost



She's been surrounded by friends.. swamped with work..still something was amiss.. He tried hard to figure it out...Knew something was wrong but couldn't point a finger at it.. kept asking her questions which made it worse for her... cos she was still searching her soul for the answers herself.. deeper and deeper she kept digging only to find dirt and mess.. She lost herself in all so deep in that trench that no one could help her out.. All he could do is sit outside and wait... Tears kept flowing but he couldn't do anything to revive her... Kept wondering where did his love go wrong that he lost her all over again... There's nothing either of them can do anymore... Don't know when she'll back this time and all she manages to say " I loved you till the end of time.... but I guess am there now"

Loneliness of my soul

Sitting by the window pane
I kept thinking what went wrong
That I deserve this sorrow and pain

I had promised to myself to protect me
To love myself above everything else
So why did I let this happen to me

How foolish I'm to let myself hurt again
Never will I learn from my past it seems
This is not what I wanted to be

Time has come to gather once again
To build a stronger wall against the world,
This time no one would be allowed a peek or a glance

The Darkness inside gives warmth to me
The Sun is too bright anyways
Rays of light & hope aren't meant for me 
This is how I'm Happy to be

Monday, December 13, 2010

Disillusioned Reality


Dreaming of a day,
when the skies would be blue
No dragons to slay,
All the promises would seem true

But promises are just illusions,
we create & live around.
Its just when  they are broken,
Reality brings us back to the ground. 

Can there be a situation,
Where i can make 
these illusions my reality?
People would call me crazy
Should i care for them 
is what i need to see.

After all what is reality?
Its what we acknowledge
 and accept entirely.
And if i refuse to accept 
what others think is real.
I'll have a parallel universe 
which would be surreal but true.. 

Tuesday, November 2, 2010

Confession of feelings

He’d finally decided to tell her.. he couldn’t resists his feelings anymore.

She had to know about this as it was playing on his mind for quite sometime.
They were at a beautiful location.. 34th floor.. rooftop lounge.. sunset..
She was a little lost in the scenery and he was noticing her closely.
It was just a day before Valentine’s Day … when the world confesses their feelings
She was her usual chatty self.. Discussing friends and family
She was a little depressed on him being unusually quite
Complaining that he wasn’t enjoying the moment as she’d planned everything

Then finally he blurred it out : “ Babe , do you think this relationship will work??”

Friday, October 29, 2010

My current Fav

this is one of my current favourites and i keep humming it the whole day :)

Need You Now - Lady Antebellum

Picture perfect memories..Scattered all around the floor
Reaching for the phone now ..'cos I can't fight it anymore
And I wonder if I ever cross your mind ...
For me it happens all the time...

It's a quarter after one, I'm all alone and I need you now...
Said I wouldn't call but I lost all control and I need you now..
And I don't know how I can do without ..I just need you now ....

Another shot of whiskey, can't stop looking at the door.
Wishing you'd come sweeping in the way you did before.
And I wonder if I ever cross your mind.
For me it happens all the time.

It's a quarter after one, I'm a little drunk, And I need you now.
Said I wouldn't call but I lost all control and I need you now.
And I don't know how I can do without, I just need you now.

Yes I'd rather hurt than feel nothing at all.
It's a quarter after one, I'm all alone and I need you now.
And I said I wouldn't call but I'm a little drunk and I need you now.
And I don't know how I can do without, I just need you now.
I just need you now.
Oh baby I need you now.

Smile Again..

All I want to do is smile again,                                      

The kind of smile you see on young girls when they see their first crush
The kind of smile you see on a mother when she hears her baby’s first words
The smile which is capable of lifting all your worries away
The one which keeps a gloomy day at bay.

A smile which brightens everyone’s face,
The one which people want to see at the end of a hard day.
The kind of which I had in school
Don’t know where I lost it and got this drool.

Someone once called me an angel and asked me to smile to brighten his day
Now he doesn’t even look at me and wants me to stay away.
How do I get my smile back in the midst of all this??
All I really want to do is smile again…..