Lost

She's been surrounded by friends.. swamped with work..still something was amiss.. He tried hard to figure it out...Knew something was wrong but couldn't point a finger at it.. kept asking her questions which made it worse for her... cos she was still searching her soul for the answers herself.. deeper and deeper she kept digging only to find dirt and mess.. She lost herself in all so deep in that trench that no one could help her out.. All he could do is sit outside and wait... Tears kept flowing but he couldn't do anything to revive her... Kept wondering where did his love go wrong that he lost her all over again... There's nothing either of them can do anymore... Don't know when she'll back this time and all she manages to say " I loved you till the end of time.... but I guess am there now"

Loneliness of my soul

Sitting by the window pane

I kept thinking what went wrong

That I deserve this sorrow and pain

I had promised to myself to protect me

To love myself above everything else

So why did I let this happen to me

How foolish I'm to let myself hurt again

Never will I learn from my past it seems

This is not what I wanted to be

Time has come to gather once again

To build a stronger wall against the world,

This time no one would be allowed a peek or a glance

The Darkness inside gives warmth to me

The Sun is too bright anyways

Rays of light & hope aren't meant for me 

This is how I'm Happy to be